For two years, Jackie was studying pre-med at the California State University San Bernardino. As she told Buzzfeed News, she felt like the course was the wrong choice. 

Eventually, she and her then-boyfriend made a pact. She would follow his lead and join the military, and they would both move to Hawaii, where he was stationed. By the time she turned 21, she and her boyfriend were married. 

Determined to make the new, strange life work, Jackie would devote her free time to binge-watching makeup tutorials while working as a reservist. 

“I was hooked because it was my escape from being married and miserable. And living on an island by myself and not having any money," she told Buzzfeed News. 

"I have a lot of experience of what it looks like to rush a timeline of expectations, because I was married at 21 [...] what I'd taken away from being married young and rushing my own expectations and also, truthfully, what it'd look like to put myself second, that was what I did on my own doing," Jackie explained in a YouTube video titled "Unpopular Opinions: Marrying Young and Societal Pressures." 

"It meant dreams on hold [...] at 21, I knew things that I liked, but I didn't know that things I liked could also be the things that could make me money. I didn't get the chance to explore those things because I was already married with someone who was already the breadwinner," the YouTuber added. 

"You can't always afford to take the risks. [...] If one parent is the breadwinner, then you're gonna be the one at home, raising the kids," she remarked.